let's make sept camp happen!!!
i'm getting all excited abt it all over again...! i can totally imagine it taking place at ****. PLEASE LET IT COME TRUEEEEE!!! i'm so glad cos i feel like we've worked thru our issues and grown this june ycamp, and so sept ycamp will be a BLAST!!! so long as we manage to find a vwo!!! we will. we must~!!!!!!!!

i'm realli thankful...~ for this internship chance at ymca. for yiwei and how he entrusts me w so much stuff for june ycamp. i think this whole process have forced me to become alot more detailed, sensitive and independent in terms of my thinking for programmes. when i have to do things on my own, thinking abt all the variable factors that will affect the results, wat are the results that i want to get, and how to manipulate the variables which in turn affect each other in order to attain the result. it's stressful and tiring thinking abt all of this, but all in all, it changed me. my job always used to be listening to instructions and then doing them. i love this experience of coming up on my own wat i need to do. and how to go the extra mile. ultimately, i hope i can apply all of these in sept ycamp cos truthfully speaking, i'm feeling v lost now that eileen isn't around. and i don't know how i can possibly cope if not for the exposure with doing things on my own in my own way over the past few months. i'm also soooo thankful to have val to guide me along the way cos i feel sooooo lost abt sept ycamp. haha still! i wish for it to happen!!!

i started writing quotes and reminders for myself, and sticking them up all over my bedroom. i'm so glad i have a room to myself!!! i can deco it in watever way i want!!!!! ^0^ it actually came from the idea of how xuet will write inspirational or motivational things on postits and paste it on her desk. i'm learning from u yooooo~! haha the one abt sseayp is pasted on my laptop so that i can be constantly reminded on y it is impt in the 1st place. and how it'll help me in my serving.

tmrrrrrr (today)!!!!! is a loooooong day~~~! gonna have care to dance in the morning even though i'm not a leader cos i simply love to do comm service XP and i promised val and rach to help them out w icebreakers! thennnnnn~ there'll be sseayp weekend training from 4 till 11pm!!! OMG~ i need my sleeeeeeeep~! and fyi, the place we gonna have is on the other end of sg for me luhhhhhh~! D: OKAYYYYY! ning needs to stay positive abt sseayp (:

getting hooked on this song that doesnt sound v nice the 1st time! haha